Told you Momma was gonna be sad :(

Bub,

You start kindergarten tomorrow, and I apologize ahead of time -- I will be a ball of nerves and prolly cry!!!

I was already crying tonight driving home from WalMart!! And the more I thought, "why are you crying it's not even tomorrow yet!?" the more I CRIED!!!! Just something about today seems so FINAL. Like at least during pre-k and preschool I could take you out or keep you home one day if I wanted or we were doing something fun together. But now I have to give you away 4 days a week (thankfully we are a 4-day-a-week school district!) and I *only* get you for 3. :( Just having a hard time with the whole "this-is-the-last-day-of-being-little" thing. I don't know that I can ever really describe it, but it makes me sad but proud at the same time. You are SO so ready for kindergarten, and at orientation yesterday you were such a big boy walking into your classroom as if to say, "I got this, Mom," not even looking back. Even as I type this my eyes are welling up with tears at how much I love you! You are such a strong and talented boy, I just love you, love you, love you, love you so much!! You kids even took a short bus ride yesterday, and you told me that yes you want to ride the bus this year. Momma already told you I am so not ready for that! But I promise you now, I will *try* my absolute hardest not to stand in your way, ever. I want nothing but the best for you and I will stand beside you supporting your every dream. You deserve the world, Son, and when God gave me you I made a promise to Him and to you that I will be everything you need me to be. People say, "it's just kindergarten," but to me? This is the beginning of your life, Jarrett. I cannot wait to see what the future holds for you, and what great and fantastic things you accomplish this year!

I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I LOVE YOU!!!!

Love,

Mommy